Hey, don't forget to send me the pics {all of them plz} I'll give you credit for sure! You can get the code of the picture at photobucket.com if you don't have an account it's easy to make... then go to browse and find all the pics and upload them and it give you a code below, send it thru myspace or here. here preferably in a message or anything! Please send originals before you photoshop them or whatever. Then you can send me those too plzzzzzzzz THANKS A BUNCH! and thanks for allowing me to be one of you models, cuz!
It was nice seeing you this weekend-ish. You look more beautiful than ever, and your gonna have guys googly eyes all over you. Promise me you'll be careful! And have an awsome sophmore year. It was nice catching up with eachother through out the days instead of one long message on myspace. I think I probably told you more than you did me, or more than you wanted to hear. Sometimes I talk too much and I regret it later, but I don't think that it's a big deal because you are my cousin. I trust you with what I told you. Thanks for putting up with me having a sweet tooth, arguing with my mom, using your time to show mom and me the video you made with the music, for spending time with me outside from everyone else, telling me what's new with you(sorta) and being (or acting) intrested in what I had to say, also for tagging along with me in the mall, wasting time, and accepting me for who I am and what I like even if it is a little dark. That 'dark' side isn't really dark anymore it's just a slight punkness and if I am intresed in dark art that's ok too, it helps. That side might not go away, and maybe I don't want it to, I still have my hippie side and just me. I think it is a part of me, and although you may judge me now, you don't say anything. So thanks! Ok this is a really long message but oh well i doubt you get many anyway like me. ACtually that's not true because you actually post art! haha nevermind. anyway blabbing on. HAve a great year, I know you will your so smart, you're in all AP classes right? AND you read during the summer, and reading never hurts, o nly improves. You read so much faster then me when you used that example that you read for 4 hours or whatever and only took like 150 to 200 pages ors something that isn't that bad! I'm wayyyy worse. In fact I think that is fast, even if you said in the 300s i don't remember. Um... oh ya when I get done with the HP book... and start the new one and finish it, I'll let you know and would like to talk to you about it if you have time to.
Tell your mom thanks for caring for me so much this weekend, and making me the fudge even if I rudely had to ask for it. For letting you and me talk privatly, even though i didn't get to talk to her much. Mom told me sometime when they were in teh car, that she said, " I don't think Madison knows how much I love her." I don't know if that was supposed to make it to me, but I can't tell you how much it meant!Tell Uncle Keith sorry we didni't get to talk much, especially that night we got in and took off to talk and didn't sit with them to join the convo.
It was nice seeing Kelsie I can't believe she has finally moved out! Carolines last day is tomorrow. (my first day of school) I'm so nervous about it, like I said I have a lot of regrets, maybe we can talk about it sometime after she leaves, ya? On the phone might be easier. Oh well, I hope we keep in touch, as much as possible.
One more thing, thanks for not pushing the subject of MEridell, I was scared it would make everyone nervous and so I figured to break the ice with people I'm ok to talk with about it, I need to be the one who brings it up and invites the convo and questions of others. For some reason I really trusted you, and I still do, thanks for listening to me talk the few times I did about self harm. It was something I was never able to talk about for years until these past couple months. It is sad about the Gorman Country Club secret thing you were talking about. IT's nice to confide in someone in the family. Not even with my sister, but I guess it's good it's you, my cousin who is far away but we still talk sometiems, that way it isn't used against me, although I doubt you would do that. Thanks for understanding or trying to about my severe depression, and not asking a lot of questions about how many meds and stuff I take. Thanks for even sharing your true feelings and thoughts about my evil step mom! haha Cheryl certainly has upset alot of people, I guess it was better then me just complaining. Thanks for not making me feel ungrateful and throwing in your own opinions. Thanks for making me feel pretty in those pics you took, and making me feel pretty by offering to take them. And I know I get annoyign constantly saying ew I don't want to see them and oh they won't turn out right, you'll want your other skinny model. I just say those stupid things, I know they get annoying, um thanks for disagreeing at one point. I wasn't scared the photo would turn out bad, just didn't think it would turn out good with me, even if I am prettied up, I'm not usually photogenic. But of course I wanted to see them in the end, and wow you know how to get the best of someone, if there is a best. I admire your work alot! You are so artistic in every way. And you are so photogenic even in just those pictures in England, Whales, Ireland, Scotland, and so forth. You just got prettier as you grew. Ok I need to stop all the corny compliments, it's just something I really want to say and in person is hard. I had a great time with you (as you can see) and I'll wish you luck on your first day of school as a sophmore, hope you will wish me luck too, I'm scared for this new school. Thanks for being with me this weekend.
Love you cuz!
~Mado~
(also known more as Madison)


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~Madi~

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You have a nice gallery

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